Monday, December 04, 2006
searching for answers...
first off, let me congratulate my pals for the success of Dance Arts 19th Recital. Yeah you guys did great for your item. of course not forgetting the cute little kids who amuse me with their plain innocence on stage. absolutely entertaining.when i see everyone around me working or studying then i start to panic from time to time. as much as i think i will get selected into the bureau, chances are things might screw up. one thing for sure, my hair color aint gonna help me in the interview. so i've gotta get it sprayed black before going for it i guess.lately many questions run in my mind. i cant answer them myself. if i have any luck at all, maybe i can find someone who can answer at least some of them for me. lost and without direction, currently i feel nothing but an empty carcass making merry and laughing to cover up for all the negativity. surely life will be better, just let me be able to feel it when the time comes.in this life of mine there have been so many things i wanted to do but didnt do..so many words i've been wanting to say but never did. i've missed so many things in life, here i am thinking of "what if" and the "what would have been".i wanna go back to dance.i wanna say things that i dont dare say, do things i dont dare do.i wanna save money for my degree.i wanna lead a better life.i wanna love and be loved.i wanna..SLEEP... =)
...thought...and blogged...@04:27
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