..::food for thought::..

Sunday, December 10, 2006

crap.

to those reading this post, do spread the word for me: MAETRO BISTRO @ CINE sucks to the core. bad service, poor work attitude shown by the staff and a simply ridiculous excuse for a cafe.

imagine you placing your orders for a drink only to know that the blender is down. no big deal you might think, but aint it common practise to let your customers know that something on the menu is unavailable rather than telling them AFTER they tell you what they want? i actually let it go on the 1st encounter. then when i placed my orders for the 2nd time, they decide to tell me the freezer is down so no ice cream will be served. WHAT THE FUCK. 1st the blender, then the freezer. HELLO, basic courtesy please! inform your customers of the problem BEFORE they make orders. nevermind that, the staff didnt seem the least bit apologetic. ironically the manager asked me to get a float instead for my drink. DUDE, YOUR GOD DAMN FREEZER AINT WORKING. THERE IS NO ICE CREAM FOR YOU TO SERVE ME. dumbass.

and fuck the butch that works there. fucked up face with a fucked up attitude. she(i didnt even know whether to type HE or SHE seriously) was looking at customers with her damn head tilted all the time. not to mention the fact that she gives out this "buay song" aura that is shown all over her face. i actually said this: i would fucking ask the manager how much she is paid an hour, and i would pay that damn amount to them just to get her out of my sight for that one hour i am there. NO JOKE, that is how much i do not wish to see her face. utter digust and major turn off.

so i decided to change a chill out spot and called for the bill. once again the fuck-ed up attitude is shown. i waited and waited for my bill to come until i was so pissed i walked over to the damn counter and demanded for it. yeah, so much for the 10% service charge. you can take my money, split it among you losers and stick it up your asses. i aint a demanding customer if i do feel so myself. its the fucked up attitude shown to me that caused this. spread the word, its not worth paying your bucks there. trust me on it.

things were much better when we went to TCC (the coffee connoisseur). had a good chat session with mark, candy and nicholas. the more interesting part of the conversation would be about girls and the whole issue bout guys and girls.

in my life i may have done many silly things and regretted alot of stuff, but i gotta say the experience makes me a better man. i've come to the conclusion that when a guy and a girl meet, 3 situations can arise. or so i would explain it in a different manner, it would be 3 mathematical situations.

1. diverging lines: simply as mentioned. 2 lines may start at the same point (i.e point of interaction between each other). however, they realise they are going different directions and as time goes by or should i say as the line progresses, they diverge and never meet each other again. in simple terms, these would be what we called mere acquaintences.

2. parallel lines: 2 people with the same direction of life. they get to see each other as they move along the line. however, paths do not cross. even as time goes by things doesnt change. the gap doesnt widen or close up. stalemate. possible good friends, but nothing more.

3. converging lines: approaches each other's path as time goes by. eventually there would be a point of contact whereby something will develop, be it more than close friends, or even a relationship.

of course this is just an analogy. things do happen along the way which breaks the law of math. example, what if it was a parallax error and that the 2 lines werent actually parallel? likewise, what if another line comes into the path of 2 converging lines and contacts one of the lines before the original line is supposed to?

what i would mean is that, a guy and a girl may think they are totally incompatible with each other. however, it was just a misconception by both parties. one day they might just realise they are actually closing in on each other unknowingly. and like the converging lines issue, you may be getting closer to a guy/girl. but what if another guy/girl comes into the picture without you knowing and overtakes you?

everyone's philosophy of life and relationships are different. i have yet to fix mine anyway. but i am putting in the things i've experienced into my book of records called "life" and slowly correcting my mistakes.

there's actually alot more i wish to type. but my thoughts are in a mess. i'll just leave them be for now. its late anyway. would love to believe my next relationship would be a better one, but i'll leave it for fate and what comes along. probably gotta read up more on the art of seduction. muahahaha.

k dead tired, out.

...thought...and blogged...@03:14

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

the past is back to haunt.

went for the written test for the application of narcotics officer. basically the test was more to see how one person would react in various situations based on fixed answers. there was a whole section of diagram patterns though. actually got pretty stuck at some questions. tough but was pretty fun. havent had the chance to shade OMR sheets since sec 4. nostalgic.

next training intake would be on 9th of jan. if all goes well that will be the fateful day i turn botak again. well, not like anyone ever looked at me even when i had a cool hairdo in the first place. so everything has to be done ni this month or so, interviews, medical checkup and bond-signing and whatever else needs to be done.

i want a better life. i mean who doesnt. by me choosing this path i'd be contented with what i have and lead my life normally as a typical singaporean. as long as i can enjoy myself from time to time without having to think too much, i am gonna be a happy person.

oh yeah, went to PC bunk yesterday. was pretty fun even though i was dead tired. saw alot of people in real life. shall not go too deep into details cause its nothing interesting. those jokes i made should not be posted here as people might come killing me.

my new year resolution next year would probably be to change a whole new attitude and adjust my character a little. as my friends would describe, i am a 100% typical scorpio. good or bad i have no idea. maybe a change of character and something nice might just happen to me.

ironically, in relevance to my last post about me not saying alot of things, now i actually wished i didnt say so much. situations can become so awkward just because you said something you shouldnt. sigh.

dear santa, i've been a good boy this year (minus all the negative comments i've made about people. LOL) so please drop me presents through my mailbox downstairs. Fed Ex is fine by me too. Thank you so much.

denial is optimism. totally agreed.

...thought...and blogged...@23:38

Monday, December 04, 2006

searching for answers...

first off, let me congratulate my pals for the success of Dance Arts 19th Recital. Yeah you guys did great for your item. of course not forgetting the cute little kids who amuse me with their plain innocence on stage. absolutely entertaining.

when i see everyone around me working or studying then i start to panic from time to time. as much as i think i will get selected into the bureau, chances are things might screw up. one thing for sure, my hair color aint gonna help me in the interview. so i've gotta get it sprayed black before going for it i guess.

lately many questions run in my mind. i cant answer them myself. if i have any luck at all, maybe i can find someone who can answer at least some of them for me. lost and without direction, currently i feel nothing but an empty carcass making merry and laughing to cover up for all the negativity. surely life will be better, just let me be able to feel it when the time comes.

in this life of mine there have been so many things i wanted to do but didnt do..so many words i've been wanting to say but never did. i've missed so many things in life, here i am thinking of "what if" and the "what would have been".

i wanna go back to dance.
i wanna say things that i dont dare say, do things i dont dare do.
i wanna save money for my degree.
i wanna lead a better life.
i wanna love and be loved.

i wanna..SLEEP... =)

...thought...and blogged...@04:27